Tuesday, March 6, 2007
the.world.is.oud.to.get.me..
i swear..
for e past two days, i reli had no mood..
and when i started to cheer up, something will shurely bring me down.
im sorry ahmei i cant chionq wif u temporarily.im sorry fays for not entertaining ya in class.im sorry danielle for makin u miss oud on stuffs.im just plain sorry... hrmmmphs...soso no mood lah.. but eh.. the weird thing is, i haf no mood for evry other subjects except
chem.. and chem is like.. e most boring lesson ever..! but i can reli understand chong..!
i reeeli hate english n maths.. i dowan to c
Chan's n Kok Leong's face siiaL.. mcm bodoh ah..
ytd n todae got
malay dance rehearsal.. its fun..! but im no gd at it.. haaha!
when it comes to malay n anyth related, i suck.. seriously.. x)
but i lurve e dance n e song.. hopefully we are able to perfect the dance by
saturdae which is the actual talentime itself..
and these daes, im goin hme
alone.. and i love it... dont noe why tho.. dammit..
im so not okay... heh.. but wen u go hme alone, u can focus more. and u can do wadever u wan. and u can c more stuffs ard u.. ok, im reeeli insane.. if i was wif frens, i wouldnt notice dat
san ppl were at the bus stop and being.. well.. being them..!! haahs.. with the "byes" n stuff..
haiiishh..
im SO in no mood for school! i DREAD that freakin place la.. id rather be home schooled.. seriously... i wish i wish... those two daes that i stayed at home, i got a
princess treatment from my parents n broz n sisz. hahas.. soso love dem..
in those sec 1 n 2 daes, i had a motivation to study and go to sch..
e motivation was lookin at fahmi during morning assembly! haaha! thooose days..
and cuz fahmi was like a real smart dude, i wud like, get influenced to study too la..
and now.. i got influenced by other ppl...
bad ppl... since my beloved seniors like fahmi n liana n pei meng n etcetc graduated... then now, i hang oud wif ppl who do bad stuffs n haf reeeeaaali bad rep..
these bad ppl are like real popular/notorious.. evryone noe dem.. n to think, me n Xtine used to look up to dem... and this yr, we got to be like.. close to dem, or even, one of them..
at ferst i thot it was soso kewl..
and now, i regret being wif dem.. i hate bad ppl now..they ruin a good person.. reli.. never ever EVER hang oud wif hanyuts.. u will find urself drowning worse then them.
oh! and haf u heard of my name is earl? haaha!
sumth abt karma.
frm now on, im gonna do things to reverse bad karma.. haaha! ryyyd..
ok, oh.. tmr got LIT! dammit!!!!!
and the english test that i gotta take.. urrrgh!!!!!!
i wish i was sick again... x)
im living in my own fear lah, all in all..!paranoid.CHOCAHOLIC
-lets slit our wrist n burn down sumth beautiful. i swear it will onlie hurt e ferst tyme.-(yeah, its fun..)
CHANGE our destiny.9:44 PM
