Thursday, February 22, 2007
o.m.g...
whats
WRONG wif me todae??
well, school was okae.. normal stuffs..
but after sch.. urghx!
i went hme straight awae todae..
soso unlike me..
but i was
sick of evryon ard me arhx..
jus wana be alone...
emo..in da bus, turned up
emo songs real loud.. haahas.. (:
then at hme, ate nasi ayamz..
watch tv..
thenthen, i rmbred the
plus 44 cd dat my senior gaf..
so took it oud and put it on the side table..
then, my dad was abt to go to werk..
and he look at the cd..
i dont know how but he
dropped it or sumth..
like omg larhx. i was soso
DEAD!my dad was calling cd shops n stuffs but that edition of the cd
cannot be found..
u noe, theres a
pink or
blue edition.. all my dad found was the
blue ones..his is the
pink one.. which is rare to be found, from what i see..
me n my dad went to west mall to find the cd..
and in the car, my dad ask me to do the parking coupon thing..
and i
tore it.
i was thinking..
"im a farkin retard todae!!!"i was wearing this
military jacket.. wif
element shirt n black pants..
so i looked real
emo.. haaha! or isit punk..?
then a bunch of mats were "
oioioi"-ing at me.. talking amongst themsevles. saying im kewl. they think im
skinhead huh..
they think im
PUNK.. but nooo.. i was
emo todae.. haaha..
i was sulking all the wae when at west mall..
went to sembawang but STILL cant find that
pink plus 44 cd..!
my dad did all he could la..
so i called my senior up and told him..
and thankfully, he was SUPER
cool abt it!
i as so
relieved/
guilty..
hes and awesome dude la.. but still....
so my dad gave me 20 bucks to repay him.. lucky him..
but realli arhx.. i was super guilty... super duper.. until now seyy..
now when i listen to
plus 44, i wont think abt
TRAVIS BARKER no more.. but instead, i wud think of my
guilt towards hym.. -.-
my dad bought
burger king for us..
he was soso kewl todae..
last tyme we werent on gd terms but now, he rawkx.. (: heh.. dads..
went hme, ate, n slept.. untiiil.. ard 10.. then i on9 to find naf.. but she wasnt there.. so i CRIED... haaha no lah.. but i needed to rmbr those red x stuffs.. cuz im gonna b
dae i/c tmr.. soso
nervous!!! so she gonna personally teach me.. =P im so freakin scared for tmr laa.. this is one of e reasons y i hate ccas.. cuz its leceh.. either tht or its slack.. so im reli fussy abt these things..
e oniie person who talk to me on9 was shahryl.. wanted to talk on the fone again..
i din want to.. i just seriously wana b alone..
EMO.. haaha.. not..
went on frenster.. then this dude was like "mcm pernah nmpk ehk? tapi maner eh?" like.. wdh? so
MAT... to
hell wif mats la.. but there are ppl hu seem like mats, but when u get to noe dem, theyre realli nice deep down.. but majority sux.. =p
neways..
since im so
EMO todae, lets write some
EMO lyrics in here shall we? haaha
Picture's on the wall just waiting there to fall
Still remind me that painful holiday can almost hear you say
Please don't miss me too long
What did I do wrong
Could've sung a different song you were my tune
Make my heart believe a want is not a need A
nd I'm all right without you
The days go by the nights don't change
The stars still spell out your name
I will wait for you
the oniie
emo song im thinkin of ryt now.. (:
well.. i think i wrote alot todae..
haish.. but tomorow.. haish..
theres like.. english test..
red cross thingys..
lit proj thingys..
and blardyblardyblahh..
tmr gonna suck.. hope not..
ok, well if u wud excuse me,
im gonna go
EMO-ing at the corner now..
sobbing, slitting my wrists, singing sad songs....
CHANGE our destiny.10:21 PM
