I LOVE ALEX!!!! (who is on fire) ((((((((((((((: broken @ 7:40 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
arghx.. tmr sch readiie relireli feels like e weekends are so fast n e sch daes r soooo long.. dreadinq e stupid sch luhh..
well neways, ytd went jamminq wif eewee n hahilost n nami at j.e.. very2 the fun! of cux i played guitar.. but there were too many mats ard.. but who cares.. they suck.. heehee.. we were playinq muse n frm ferst to last n secondhand serenade.. but b4 that, we sounded like crap..! needs some gettin use to i suppose.. but definitely a "haf to do that again" thing!
then took neoprints.. arh! so long never take! its ws fun la.. (:
then eewee n nami went home n me n hahilost went to at at long john.. oh and one mat stumbled when he was walkin behind me.. lols! the funniest thing ever.! stupid la.. (x
me n hahilost were talkinq abt the past n all those fun times.. and abt the people ard us.. haish i miss the sec 1 n 2 daes..
then we went to e library, took some pix n stuffs.. i forgot how fun it was to be wif her!! (:
we then went hme and stuffs.. its reli great to han out wif her.. and jamminq is awesome..!
hrms.. well todae kinda borinq.. did some errands.. listen to naggings.. (still sick of it.. for 14 yrsn counting) and check out some songs.. im liking techno.. its kinda addictive n nice to listen to.. surprising enuf.. i used to think it was annoying..
and yay! i changed my blog background thing!
p.s! sry nurul.. i will tagg ya soon.. im damn tired readi!!
damn i reli want an electric guitar now!! im so excited fr our band!
rightnow, im listening to 'im a fake' by the used while typing and sucking the blood frm inside my cheek.. feel like eating.. haaha!! cya!
ames the rawkstar!
psst... will put up e pix soon ok..! :D
broken @ 6:30 PM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
"Ambrosia" a touch of poison seals my fate the dawn echoes the night with my glory... the sun himself honors meonce king of roses, now lord of gold the Gods themselves envy my hand blessed with the gift of gilded touch fate wields its knife to cut the thread I curse the day my dream became my descent suddenly I long for you, my only love in my perfection I have no want yet eyes still glint with greed untold a folly as fatal as sin has now become the end of me I curse the day my dream became my descent suddenly I long for you, my only love have I not earned this, the gift of beauty within? how selfish were the Gods to keep their riches from my rightful treasure? I truly have become one of them...my fatal flaw Ive got her hook, line, and sinker! thanks to me, shes her own new necklace! now shes good as gold! I curse the day my dream became my descent suddenly I long for you, my only love ...cut the thread...
broken @ 7:12 PM
these past few miserable daes..
the sky was dark.. there were no stars.. i could oniie c the faint clouds.. i look to the left n see everything within one second.. everythinq was a blur.. me n my bro were ridinq the bike... he was speeding like crazy in the night.. the wind was so awesome.. the thrill in my heart reallie made me forget everythinq..
everything... alot of farkd up things happened these daes.. and more farkd up things gonna happen..
i keep goin home late (for good reasons ok.. i dun slack ard like those hanims n tams who haf nth to do) its jus my habit.. im tryinq to kick dat habit though.. todae, went hme early!!!
den, awaes kana naggin.. i mean ok lah nag abit can.. but THEYre like nagginq every second!! when they sees my face, she nags.. i reli jus feel like bangin my head on the wall..
in sch, theres like frenship probs everywhere.. im so stressed up.. everytime when in sch, i feel like a)screaming like those emo bands.. and b)sitting in one corner, puttin my head on the table, n listen to loud music to drown my misrey.. so dreading everything la..
studies haf been ok, surprisingly.. i passed e maths for e ferst tyme in my sec 3 life.. haaha! (:
hrms.. and theres lots more stuffs to cum.. like, tmr.. thers napfa.. omg im so nt readi.. i suck at incline okay!!
then MYE.. arghs!!!!!!! im a worrie freak...
theres alot in my mind until theyre all tangles up like wires.. freakshow! but seriously, speedin wif my bro reli made me feel better.. haish
on the bright side, ive made three songs.. haaha.. i try to record it one dae. (: broken @ 6:46 PM
Monday, March 26, 2007
shalalalalalamyohMY!
nv post for so lonq..
arhx! i haf alot to sae..
ferst of all..
NUR NADHRAH IS BORN IN THIS WORLD!!
yes ppl my sis jux gaf birth..
on e 22nd..
omg the lil kiddo i so cuute! dah la hidung mancung! haahas!
and u shud see wad kak wati had done wif her room!
its so PRETTY!!
its like hotpink wif whte butterflies al over e walls..
like, wow!!
ytd we went to abg udin hse to c n stuffs.. soso kewl luhhs..
its reli incredible how fast tyme flies..
den, otw hme, abg aki gaf me a piggy back ride..!
like, haaas!! so gerek..!
oh yar! ytdhis bdae!! haahas..!
i got hym a black cigarette casinq.,. :D
ok, so todae, at sch, slack.. cuz teachr nv cum..
normal sch dae..
den after sch, dan follow me to mt zim.. hahas!
i miss hanqin oud wiif dan.. haahas!
took pix n stuffs.. funFUN!
awh and thx emodude for e bear its so cuute!!
treasure it awaes ((:
but emodude was too shy luhhs jus nw..
den went hme, wanted to eat, but fara wanted to cum over..
haahas.. she did her com work n i slept.. haah!
i feel like we're sooo damn close, that we're sisters.. like, go each other's hse oso like no prb..
like our own hse oso.. thats so bff-ish..!
i love the ppl who are like sisters to me.. :D *hugs*
oh and todae, eewee spilled milo all over ma skirt! like OMG!!
but i juus laff it off la.. haaha..!
awh! tmr theres malay n lit proj AND a maths test!
I havent done anyth..!
i jus wana slp laaa!!
damn! i jus hope for e best tmr. =/
and tonigt, lets MUGGG!!!!!!!!!!!
gd luck ppl!:D
-ames.
gothic.death.dolly.
broken @ 8:24 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
havent been updatinq in quite a while..
ive been such a lazy arse this week.. haahas.. ((:
for the holidays, all ive been doinq is lepak-ing.. and playinq com.. watchin tv.. sleepinq.. and eating n eating n eating n eating... :D
i reli need to gain weight.. but my mom is wantinq me to be like, super skinny.. hehs.. -.-
havent been doin my homework.. onlie a little.. nabil has motivated me to study n stuffs tho.. "u study nt cuz to pass test.. u study to gain knowledge.." which is like.. reali true luhhs.. thx dude.. (:
yea ive been a real piggy at hme.. lawls.. i have so much spare tyme.. dat i even learnt how to speak german..! haahs.. i dono why but i have a sudden liking of the deutchland.. and momster (once again) disagrees.. and she starts talkin abt hitler.. like.. err.. okaaay..?
owh i also discovered alot.. and i mean ALOT of kewl bands... thx to hid and shahryl! haahs.. and purevolume n youtube.. hrms.. i guess me n dat metalhead senior of myne is on gd terms now.. jux like how me n a.p r kewl again.. its great to haf frens like these.. for now..
oh and ytd.. i found oud dat sumone had been copyinq my style.. and i mean.. like reaalii obvious straight to my face type of copying... i used to think dat person was kewl but now dat that person seems to haf no originality, i lost all admiration.. and alot of ppl can like dis person seyy..!! as if dat dude is so hardcore n non typical.. but padhal dat dude is a total typical malay.. onlie a wannabe.. strike 3 wannabe scene kid. youre OUD.. fan oso said that dudes uncool for copying.. and saes im kewl cuz sumone does copy me.. its kinda arrogant but a positive way of thinkin.. thx fan.. (:
so far, its been laid back.. but nxt week is gonna be super kechoh.. common test oredi siiax!! ferst wk sey c.t.. like wdh.. scared luhhs stoopid sch...
guess i need to start studying.. haish.. maybe later.. :)
and me n my bro watched falloutboy live on mtv jux now.. have u notice that e bass player looks like the guy frm hoobastank? shuai lahhs.. :D
neways, i guess i gtg.. haahs.. sry its such a sadistic bore.. but im reli talkin crap here.. (:
ichheisseames!liebeserklarung... <3
broken @ 4:02 PM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
okay.. ytd n the dae b4 dat was reallie great..!!!
phays was superduper insane those 2 daes!! i dono wad has gotten into her.. but it was FUUUN! hahas.. and laflaflaf aaaaall e wae siiarlx..
haahas.. then had red x.. slack ard.. did healthlaw acreed n passed.. then first aid. n blablabla.. its nice la.. maams celeste&getty are great.!
then after cca, took 30 wif eewee n nami.. we were soso kechoh laa.. n we're being super siaonano.. haaha! then, took bus.. den when she alight readi, shahryl call.. its SUPER great talkin to hym... he rawks..!! (x he look like typical mat but hes SO not.. not like the ones that i know of.. he talks like.. levan.. and annperng.. haha.. (:
but then... my hp died after that.. haaha! dammit siia..
haahas!! den i go hme.. n slp.. cuz e nxt dae got that audition..
on sat.. woke up early, got reali n met up wif fara n phays.. fara was SOSO in a gd mood.. we sang smack dat n evryth.. so-the-cuute!!
auditions was fast.. the moment we got there, we haf to dance readi.. den in the haw-par hall, we tried our best.. (but i dono ah.. i dun seem satisfied.) oh then i saw david sir that Xtine haf been talkin abt all dae.. haahas.. ok la dude.. the shuai thing is dat hes tall n thin.. haaha!
then, went baq to sch.. slackslack playplay, den went hme.. then i slept aaaaall the wae.. i was super tired la.. finally cn rest after a tough week.. but overall, it was great.. (:
weeeee!!!!!!! oh and i LOVE ashley-parker-angel!! haahas.. (: hey.. i wana edit my blog again.. so it maaay be kinda messy wif all the renovations.. haahas.
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Sunday, April 22, 2007I LOVE ALEX!!!! (who is on fire) ((((((((((((((:
CHANGE our destiny.
7:40 PM
Sunday, April 15, 2007
arghx.. tmr sch readiie relireli feels like e weekends are so fast n e sch daes r soooo long.. dreadinq e stupid sch luhh..
well neways, ytd went jamminq wif eewee n hahilost n nami at j.e.. very2 the fun! of cux i played guitar.. but there were too many mats ard.. but who cares.. they suck.. heehee.. we were playinq muse n frm ferst to last n secondhand serenade.. but b4 that, we sounded like crap..! needs some gettin use to i suppose.. but definitely a "haf to do that again" thing!
then took neoprints.. arh! so long never take! its ws fun la.. (:
then eewee n nami went home n me n hahilost went to at at long john.. oh and one mat stumbled when he was walkin behind me.. lols! the funniest thing ever.! stupid la.. (x
me n hahilost were talkinq abt the past n all those fun times.. and abt the people ard us.. haish i miss the sec 1 n 2 daes..
then we went to e library, took some pix n stuffs.. i forgot how fun it was to be wif her!! (:
we then went hme and stuffs.. its reli great to han out wif her.. and jamminq is awesome..!
hrms.. well todae kinda borinq.. did some errands.. listen to naggings.. (still sick of it.. for 14 yrsn counting) and check out some songs.. im liking techno.. its kinda addictive n nice to listen to.. surprising enuf.. i used to think it was annoying..
and yay! i changed my blog background thing!
p.s! sry nurul.. i will tagg ya soon.. im damn tired readi!!
damn i reli want an electric guitar now!! im so excited fr our band!
rightnow, im listening to 'im a fake' by the used while typing and sucking the blood frm inside my cheek.. feel like eating.. haaha!! cya!
ames the rawkstar!
psst... will put up e pix soon ok..! :D
CHANGE our destiny.
6:30 PM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
"Ambrosia" a touch of poison seals my fate the dawn echoes the night with my glory... the sun himself honors meonce king of roses, now lord of gold the Gods themselves envy my hand blessed with the gift of gilded touch fate wields its knife to cut the thread I curse the day my dream became my descent suddenly I long for you, my only love in my perfection I have no want yet eyes still glint with greed untold a folly as fatal as sin has now become the end of me I curse the day my dream became my descent suddenly I long for you, my only love have I not earned this, the gift of beauty within? how selfish were the Gods to keep their riches from my rightful treasure? I truly have become one of them...my fatal flaw Ive got her hook, line, and sinker! thanks to me, shes her own new necklace! now shes good as gold! I curse the day my dream became my descent suddenly I long for you, my only love ...cut the thread...
CHANGE our destiny.
7:12 PM
these past few miserable daes..
the sky was dark.. there were no stars.. i could oniie c the faint clouds.. i look to the left n see everything within one second.. everythinq was a blur.. me n my bro were ridinq the bike... he was speeding like crazy in the night.. the wind was so awesome.. the thrill in my heart reallie made me forget everythinq..
everything... alot of farkd up things happened these daes.. and more farkd up things gonna happen..
i keep goin home late (for good reasons ok.. i dun slack ard like those hanims n tams who haf nth to do) its jus my habit.. im tryinq to kick dat habit though.. todae, went hme early!!!
den, awaes kana naggin.. i mean ok lah nag abit can.. but THEYre like nagginq every second!! when they sees my face, she nags.. i reli jus feel like bangin my head on the wall..
in sch, theres like frenship probs everywhere.. im so stressed up.. everytime when in sch, i feel like a)screaming like those emo bands.. and b)sitting in one corner, puttin my head on the table, n listen to loud music to drown my misrey.. so dreading everything la..
studies haf been ok, surprisingly.. i passed e maths for e ferst tyme in my sec 3 life.. haaha! (:
hrms.. and theres lots more stuffs to cum.. like, tmr.. thers napfa.. omg im so nt readi.. i suck at incline okay!!
then MYE.. arghs!!!!!!! im a worrie freak...
theres alot in my mind until theyre all tangles up like wires.. freakshow! but seriously, speedin wif my bro reli made me feel better.. haish
on the bright side, ive made three songs.. haaha.. i try to record it one dae. (:
CHANGE our destiny.
6:46 PM
Monday, March 26, 2007
shalalalalalamyohMY!
nv post for so lonq..
arhx! i haf alot to sae..
ferst of all..
NUR NADHRAH IS BORN IN THIS WORLD!!
yes ppl my sis jux gaf birth..
on e 22nd..
omg the lil kiddo i so cuute! dah la hidung mancung! haahas!
and u shud see wad kak wati had done wif her room!
its so PRETTY!!
its like hotpink wif whte butterflies al over e walls..
like, wow!!
ytd we went to abg udin hse to c n stuffs.. soso kewl luhhs..
its reli incredible how fast tyme flies..
den, otw hme, abg aki gaf me a piggy back ride..!
like, haaas!! so gerek..!
oh yar! ytdhis bdae!! haahas..!
i got hym a black cigarette casinq.,. :D
ok, so todae, at sch, slack.. cuz teachr nv cum..
normal sch dae..
den after sch, dan follow me to mt zim.. hahas!
i miss hanqin oud wiif dan.. haahas!
took pix n stuffs.. funFUN!
awh and thx emodude for e bear its so cuute!!
treasure it awaes ((:
but emodude was too shy luhhs jus nw..
den went hme, wanted to eat, but fara wanted to cum over..
haahas.. she did her com work n i slept.. haah!
i feel like we're sooo damn close, that we're sisters.. like, go each other's hse oso like no prb..
like our own hse oso.. thats so bff-ish..!
i love the ppl who are like sisters to me.. :D *hugs*
oh and todae, eewee spilled milo all over ma skirt! like OMG!!
but i juus laff it off la.. haaha..!
awh! tmr theres malay n lit proj AND a maths test!
I havent done anyth..!
i jus wana slp laaa!!
damn! i jus hope for e best tmr. =/
and tonigt, lets MUGGG!!!!!!!!!!!
gd luck ppl!:D
-ames.
gothic.death.dolly.
CHANGE our destiny.
8:24 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007havent been updatinq in quite a while..
ive been such a lazy arse this week.. haahas.. ((:
for the holidays, all ive been doinq is lepak-ing.. and playinq com.. watchin tv.. sleepinq.. and eating n eating n eating n eating... :D
i reli need to gain weight.. but my mom is wantinq me to be like, super skinny.. hehs.. -.-
havent been doin my homework.. onlie a little.. nabil has motivated me to study n stuffs tho.. "u study nt cuz to pass test.. u study to gain knowledge.." which is like.. reali true luhhs.. thx dude.. (:
yea ive been a real piggy at hme.. lawls.. i have so much spare tyme.. dat i even learnt how to speak german..! haahs.. i dono why but i have a sudden liking of the deutchland.. and momster (once again) disagrees.. and she starts talkin abt hitler.. like.. err.. okaaay..?
owh i also discovered alot.. and i mean ALOT of kewl bands... thx to hid and shahryl! haahs.. and purevolume n youtube.. hrms.. i guess me n dat metalhead senior of myne is on gd terms now.. jux like how me n a.p r kewl again.. its great to haf frens like these.. for now..
oh and ytd.. i found oud dat sumone had been copyinq my style.. and i mean.. like reaalii obvious straight to my face type of copying... i used to think dat person was kewl but now dat that person seems to haf no originality, i lost all admiration.. and alot of ppl can like dis person seyy..!! as if dat dude is so hardcore n non typical.. but padhal dat dude is a total typical malay.. onlie a wannabe.. strike 3 wannabe scene kid. youre OUD.. fan oso said that dudes uncool for copying.. and saes im kewl cuz sumone does copy me.. its kinda arrogant but a positive way of thinkin.. thx fan.. (:
so far, its been laid back.. but nxt week is gonna be super kechoh.. common test oredi siiax!! ferst wk sey c.t.. like wdh.. scared luhhs stoopid sch...
guess i need to start studying.. haish.. maybe later.. :)
and me n my bro watched falloutboy live on mtv jux now.. have u notice that e bass player looks like the guy frm hoobastank? shuai lahhs.. :D
neways, i guess i gtg.. haahs.. sry its such a sadistic bore.. but im reli talkin crap here.. (:
ichheisseames!liebeserklarung... <3
CHANGE our destiny.
4:02 PM
Sunday, March 11, 2007
okay.. ytd n the dae b4 dat was reallie great..!!!
phays was superduper insane those 2 daes!! i dono wad has gotten into her.. but it was FUUUN! hahas.. and laflaflaf aaaaall e wae siiarlx..
haahas.. then had red x.. slack ard.. did healthlaw acreed n passed.. then first aid. n blablabla.. its nice la.. maams celeste&getty are great.!
then after cca, took 30 wif eewee n nami.. we were soso kechoh laa.. n we're being super siaonano.. haaha! then, took bus.. den when she alight readi, shahryl call.. its SUPER great talkin to hym... he rawks..!! (x he look like typical mat but hes SO not.. not like the ones that i know of.. he talks like.. levan.. and annperng.. haha.. (:
but then... my hp died after that.. haaha! dammit siia..
haahas!! den i go hme.. n slp.. cuz e nxt dae got that audition..
on sat.. woke up early, got reali n met up wif fara n phays.. fara was SOSO in a gd mood.. we sang smack dat n evryth.. so-the-cuute!!
auditions was fast.. the moment we got there, we haf to dance readi.. den in the haw-par hall, we tried our best.. (but i dono ah.. i dun seem satisfied.) oh then i saw david sir that Xtine haf been talkin abt all dae.. haahas.. ok la dude.. the shuai thing is dat hes tall n thin.. haaha!
then, went baq to sch.. slackslack playplay, den went hme.. then i slept aaaaall the wae.. i was super tired la.. finally cn rest after a tough week.. but overall, it was great.. (:
weeeee!!!!!!! oh and i LOVE ashley-parker-angel!! haahas.. (: hey.. i wana edit my blog again.. so it maaay be kinda messy wif all the renovations.. haahas.
